It's daybreak already but my weak body is still lying helplessly on the old bed.
I couldn't think straight because my head aches.
I try to search my mind to figure out the cause of the Headache and there it was; I had worked tirelessly at the industry yesterday.
I check my time and I knew I need to get up from the old bed immediately!
I have been trying hard for years now to put things together in my industry but it seems as though everything isn't going to work out fine.
I would be there again this morning to start-up another work!
Every Client I have gotten always complain that we don't know our job but of course I do know this thing!
I have a great passion for it. Not just passion I have also spent time to learn this thing but it seems as though all my efforts are waste!
I will be there again this morning to do all I have been doing for long without yielding results!
What's the point doing something I have tried overtime and it isn't working?
What's is the point giving myself unnecessary headache again?
What's the point wasting time and resources again?
What's the point in continuing when all hope of ever becoming successful is lost?
Before trying building this industry, I have ventured into various businesses which never yielded good results!.
I have been tagged a failure everywhere.
Even my family calls me failure!
Here are my again trying to do same time that made others call me failure.
It looks like all hope is lost.
It looks like I can never be successful!
It looks as though death is the only option!
I could not fight the tears that rush down from my eyes as I take a deep thought about my miserable life.
Just then, I heard a sound from a distant!
It's a song of a popular pastor and his family {Dr Paul Eneche Family}. It caught my attention. Just then, lyrics of the song came out so loud.
"Beyond the Cloud, the sun still shines.
Beyond the bend, the road goes on.
Weeping may endure the night, but Joy comes in the morning"
Those where the first words that hit me so hard!
Then this question start flowing into my heart;
Could it be that this is my night time and my morning is near?
Could this be that I'm still at the bend?
Could it be that if I endure all this, joy will come in the morning?
I was carried away pondering on this words when the second verse of the sound came in.
"With hope in God, you can make it
With faith in him, your life is safe"
Just then, everything Begin to make sense to me; I have not included God in all I do.
I have always place my hope on my intelligence and skills.
I have given my work the place of God in my heart!
I have given Zero attention to God!
My heart was pricked!
I have missed it somewhere!
I have misplaced priorities!
Immediately, I knelt down and cry before God and ask him to forgive me.
Before I could blink my eyes twice, I felt an unusual peace from deep within me!
But this doesn't stop the struggle going on in my life and just while I was about going back into thinking about my miserable life, the third verse of the song came up.
"If you give up, you will go down
If you loose hope, you will loose out"
Fear grip my heart as those words came.
What am I supposed to do?
If I give up I will go down, but should I continuing suffering all these trouble?
If I loose hope, I will loose out, but should I continuing doing something that has proven over the time not to work?
I was still pondering on this when the answer to my question came in through the chorus.
" So Keep Holding on
and keep holding on
and keep holding on and on
So keep holding on
And keep holding on
There is no need to give up
So keep holding on
And keep holding on
And keep holding on and on
So keep holding on
And keep holding on
Your victory is here"
Joy crept into my heart immediately the chorus ended.
So God has been using all this to prepare me for the Victory ahead.
Just then, I begin to see how near my success is.
I begin to see reasons not to give up.
I begin to see reasons to keep holding on.
I begin to see reasons to continue enduring the trouble.
Here is it! My Victory is Here!
Just then I said to myself with a loud voice; I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!
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I don't know what you might be going through now, but I want to use this opportunity to tell you that God has better plan for you!
I don't know how far you have neglected God, but I want to tell you that God is willing to Accept you back as his own!
I don't know what you have been trying to do for long but hasn't been working out, but I want to tell you to listen to the still voice of the holy Spirit, saying; "Keep Holding on."
You might have been through a lot but I want to you to know that your Victory is near and the worse you can do to yourself at this time is to give up.
I have come to tell you to Keep Holding on, because beyond the cloud, the sun still shines!
So beyond that storm you're facing, your glory will soon shine and the only thing you can do to stop it is to Give up!
So Keep holding on!
#Victor_Balogun
©Oracle Victor.
...the voice of my innerman crying out for a generation of knowledgeable men